Words Give Me Power

grown up oldie

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 02:40:21 -0400

look at me,im all grown up know!
i dont know how it happened or when!
but somehow it did im practicaly an adult!
your the only reason im not freaking out,
you let me be my inner kid,
you laugh at childish things with me
you love me now and it let me know that youll always love me
i learned to grow up as long as your in love,
your still young at heart.

High school spirt

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 02:39:40 -0400

we’ve got the beauty, brains, and spirit,
the best times, the bomb rhythms, come on let hear it!
Gorgeous ladies. Handsome men.
You wish you in the class of 2010!

Jun10rs
Sen10rs

today is ... (oldie)

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 02:38:43 -0400

today is the ~~last day~~ of my life
today is the ~~last day~~ i can do right
today is the ~~last day~~ that i am me
today is the ~~last day~~ that i am free
today is the ~~last day~~ that i have hope
today is the ~~last day~~ that i can cope
today is the ~~last day~~ that im sixteen
today is the ^{first day} of my rein… as drama queen!

Never hold anything back oldie

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 02:36:17 -0400

NEVER hold anything back!
it makes life easier to let it all out, and you’ll never miss out.
*Caution:you may be hurt more*
ALWAYS speak your mind and let peopleknow who you are!(or else highschool will steal your voice and you may not find/take it back.)
“Welcome to unoriginality!Welcome to conformity!Your uniforms are over there.It’s the one^{_{extra small size}}~~to be fit by all!~~”
OH PLEASE!
YOU DONT HAVE TO BE THAT EXTRA SMALL SIZE!
JUST BE YOURSELF!

Always the best supporting actress...neverthe Leading Lady

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 02:35:15 -0400

Super old

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 02:34:30 -0400

“she’s an artista
a painter actually;
see that ‘smile’ on her face?
^{well it’s her most} _famous ^piece”

oldie

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 02:33:41 -0400

hate
is a powerful word
almost as Powerful as
Love

better than barbie oldie

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 02:33:18 -0400

Im better than Barbie, who can dance and sing
Im better than Barbie, that little plastic thing
Im better than Barbie, with her blonde hair and NO fat
Im better than Barbie, Im better that that!

how did i get here? Oldie

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 02:32:33 -0400

how did i get here?
everything is in a daze.
i dont remember who i am,
and who you are,
and where we are,
and what we did.
can somebody please pick me up?
put me back on my feet.
so i can see clearly,
i dont like how things look anymore…
through my rose colored glasses.

popular vs unpopular another oldie

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 02:32:01 -0400

“unpopular” girl- Aren’t you exhausted?
“popular” girl- No. Why would i be?
“unpopular” girl- Well… I mean…I heard keeping up with an image can be tiring!
“popular” girl- What are you talking about? I’m just being myself.
”unpopular” girl-Oh. Really? Cause with those clothes that are way too tight, and that hair that been dyed one too many times, and that with all that makeup, and the way you don’t think for yourself…. letting reality shows run your life. Yea it looks like your being yourself alright.

Oldie

Mon, 18 Mar 2013 02:30:51 -0400

drifting through the endless sea
with people, some that don’t mean much to me.
but the other make me burn with passion
the embers of the fire that burns in my eyes
are moved about, and without a doubt
i feel alive and ready to push through that endless sea
with the few people that mean the world to me.

asdfghjkl;

Wed, 28 Nov 2012 15:50:57 -0500

I want to Scream!

I need to be heard!

I just want someone to care!

I need a friend that can be here til the end,

without leaving me behind once again.

When a better oppeortunity comes around.

Thats when I can be found,

Crying there on the ground.

Talk

Tue, 27 Nov 2012 23:54:24 -0500

Talk

Its it that hard to make a noise,

sound it just passes through us.

We all hear the silence but how many of us hear the truth?

Who has the curoage to SPEAK the truth?

It hurts some, helps others see the light,

and some choose to stay deaf.

The Silent tension is choking me, Speak!

We won’t hear the truth or pass on it’s words to others!

A lie can spark a wild fire and burn so many we love down.

Learning the truth can help your fly.

So why don’t people just TALK!

I think I am toxic

Thu, 08 Nov 2012 20:07:09 -0500

I feel like I’m stuck, frozen in place. I feel like I may never get away; I’ll just fade into the background, where I’ll surely be replaced. I feel trapped inside a virtual dudgeon that is taxing on my soul. Seeing things that will never be, seeing things that I can never hold. I feel friendless and lost and all on my own. I feel pain of not being “good enough”. I think that I cannot see myself as I did once before because I do not exist anymore. I am just a human prop in other people’s lives. I had you your change and you get on with your life. I am a cashier, a daughter, a student, a sister, a friend? To myself, maybe I’ll be myself in the end. In a world where I can become anything that I want I sure do find myself missing “me” a lot. Why is this excruciatingly difficult for me to confront people and find out the answers I need. I can be a crazy cat-lady I am half way there with my own brand of crazy. I just need some cats which will not be hard to find. The feral ones of my home town roam free all of the time. I can pick some of them up give them love warmth and shelter until they to jump ship and leave me to swelter in my own suffocating affecting where I will once again end up dying alone.

you are

Thu, 08 Nov 2012 20:04:17 -0500

You are stronger than you feel

You are more than you think

And you are better than you know

Empowerment!

Sun, 05 Aug 2012 23:19:25 -0400

I’m not “Hot” or “Beautiful”. I am 5’3”, brown eyed, a size 6, with a wide nose and without a flat stomach. But I don’t want you to call me Hot or Beautiful.

I’m myself. I am 5’3”, brown eyed, a size 6, with a wide nose and without a flat stomach. But these thing and more make me who I am. I want you to call me Heather :)

I don’t have a problem with myself. Sure, I am self conscious sometimes but I don’t want to change who I am just for you. If you have a problem then YOU change. I am staying me! Deal with it. I am not here to please you, I am here to please myself and I am thrilled with where my life has lead me. I cannot wait to see where it escorts me next. I am empowering MY thoughts, MY ideas, MY words. YOURS? They don’t matter to me anymore. I do NOT need your approval or anyone else’s I have my own approval. I am a smart girl who is FINALLY going to listen to her own advice. I am going to free myself from everyone else words. I AM HEATHER HEAR ME LAUGH :D

An unfinished piece.

Mon, 02 Apr 2012 14:20:49 -0400

I’m just walk the edge of this mountain.

Wind in my face. Head in the clouds.

so this is what its like to feel free?

letting the sunshine fall down on me.

just trying to figure out who I suppose to be.

And Its a long way down to the bottom of the ground

but I have to find the place. the place Im never pushed around

The place where I can stick around

the place Im free to be me

I keep asking myself some questions like

why life is so cruel and mean?

how can anyone feel this way given the luck that they have had

and why is envy the color green?

Does this have to happen and is there any room on this earth for me?

just one slip and fall and I’m forgot from it all.

It would be easy for them to forget me

I’m just walk the edge of this mountain.

Wind in my face. Head in the clouds.

so this is what its like to feel free?

letting the sunshine fall down on me

I’m just trying to figure out who I suppose to be.

And Its a long way down to the bottom of the ground

but I have to find the place. the place Im never pushed around

TThe place where I can stick around

the place Im free to be me

Fight

Sun, 12 Feb 2012 20:58:42 -0500

Thinking about when people fight about things: how the act, what they say, the comebacks, the put downs. Why am I thinking about fights? Well because I am thinking of the physical fights in The Hunger Games. Why am I thinking about The Hunger Games? Well because I am obsessed. Anyway here is my poem about the mentality behind a verbal fight (because I don’t know anything about physical fights really).

I don’t run a way from danger,

I also don’t greet it with a warm embrace.

I don’t talk shit behind someone back,

I dont act fake to your face.

If you have a problem with me of any kind,

Don’t lock it away in outer-space.

Im a tough girl I can handle it,

And how you are acting well its a disgrace.

Flowers are unique and beautiful like people

Tue, 31 Jan 2012 21:11:51 -0500

Flowers are unique and beautiful like people

This Way...

Sun, 29 Jan 2012 01:40:20 -0500

This way….

follow me.

I can guide you, be your company.

I will lead you safe from harm.

And if it in someway ever comes to close,

I will ring the alarm, no one gets to play with your heart!

It is to sacred and pure for evil to take part within,

you are as innocent as a newborn, sweet as cane sugar.

This way…

Follow me towards my heart.